Thursday, September 27, 2007

Inspiration!!!

Ive just finished writing my very first poetic scripture, n I just wanted to share it with my frienz, that mean everything to me, n they are my life..... they are the onez that truly inspire me... so herez how it goes...................

"Inspiration comes from the heart,
Inspiration comes from within,
Inspiration has no name,
Inspiration lacks no shame.

It is the words untold,
It is the future foretold,
It is the beauty in dark,
Where the shadows break you apart.

It gives us the courage to be strong,
So that we may never go wrong,
It leaves the scars of the faith,
Just a little glimpse of His Grace.

Telling lies that are so sweet,
That even our eyes can not meet,
That which your heart can not see,
Is just a part left of me.

Let this be a burden upon your sin,
Cos' you may need it in order to win........"

Cheerz!!!

Emptiness!!!

I believe that there are timez when we feel all alone, n there iz no one to be wid us, comfort us.. these are the timez when we probably need solitude.. itz a remarkable feeling i tell u, for it helps me to think clearer.. i can be the one wid my heart n mind.. these are the timez when i feel like lying on the ground, under the bright light ov the moon n the shiny starz, n just thinking about the beauty that lies in everythng.. looking at the starz fills me up wid joy.. i no longer feel empty.. itz like, the world just goes away, n im in thiz whole new world, where i am the only one.. i am my master, i am my friend n my family..

But we all need some one beside us.. thatz where the emptiness strikes the hardest.. we need God, we need frienz, but above all, we need love.. thiz may sound crazy, but arent we all looking for that love.. some thing that iz completely surreal, n hard to believe.. something that we tend to fight for, something we want to hold on forever.. or some one.. we need the love.. n we cant resist that feeling.. we might even feel like breaking down n cry.. cry so that we may feel the pain, the emptiness.. coz widout it, lez face it, life just aint the same..

Maybe, itz just a thought, or an idea even, but love fills all emptiness n yet it creates a whole lot more ov it.. it involves emotionz n not lust or temptation.. emotionz are sacred, but lust iz a sin.. iz there any way that the 2 can be complemented.. maybe not.. but oh wait, there might be a way.. but i guess we wud never know unless we give in..

On a closing note, i must add that emptiness is just the torment we create for ourselvez.. we keep getting ourselvez trapped inside that web, the web created by our own selves, completely oblivious ov it n yet we feel it... we shud open up our heartz to those that truly deserve our attention, maybe eliminating some one else's emptiness iz the key to our own freedom... seclusion.........

Cheerzz!!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Hoping for a Miracle!!!

I'm lying in my bed right now, n itz around 4 a.m. here... i know it soundz crazy to be up so late, but at thiz moment, im hoping for a miracle...

The reason i feel so, right now iz bcoz ive had a wonderful life, a life widout any misfortunez that cud break a person... i had the most loving parents anyone cud wish for, the best education that many only dream for, but above all, ive had the most amazing frienz my entire life... frienz that hav stood by me at all instances... frienz that hav shown me the light whenever i wuz straying from the right path...

So i lay here, in my bed, suddenly thinking about the people that hav not been so fortunate enough, as i hav been... people, that hav had so many unfortunate events or happeningz in their lives, that i wud not even be able to list them here... n maybe i shudnt... but the fact remainz, that their pain iz far greater than anythng i wud hav even felt my whole life... i can not change anythng, or perhapz i might not even be strong enuff to make it easy for them...

But i can do one thing, n that iz to hope for a miracle... a prayer, asking God to eliminate their pain, ease their suffering, n even let me share their hurt, or to make me the one to take their place n instead, Bless them...

So, i still lay here on my bed, full ov comfort, yet i do feel, yes i feel the pain that i hav never seen... n still i hope for the miracle... the miracle that u can read this, n get touched by this note... so that you n i, we can gather courage to take the big leap, n try our best to help people that may need it...

We dont hav to do much, u dont even hav to empty ur pockets... all that iz needed to do iz, ur care... let the hurt onez knw that u care... by listening to them, by holding their handz n comforting them, by lending them a shoulder, by being their true frienz.... it all beginz wid a little faith, some courage, n a bit ov effort... n maybe, then u can knw how wonderful it truly feelz to mend a broken heart...

So, i still lay here... still hoping for that miracle... knowing deep down in my heart, that somebody might one day read thiz note, n hav the courage to take some time out for the hurtful people.... n bring at least some happiness to their lives, n feel happy ur selves, that some one out there iz smiling coz ov u....For happiness is alwayz, only one step ahead ov u... i hope for the miracle, that u take thiz one step forward....

Umair ~~ Cheerzz..... =)