Holla peeps ..!!
Lately I have been terribly caught up with work that my weekends just aren't what they used to be back in the day. I hardly get to hang out with my family, or make any big plans with my awesome lot of friends. But I'm gonna break the chains now and gonna go wild.
We (obviously me and my wild friends) have made plans to go skinny dipping at the sea side, and having high hopes that the water would be freezing cold. There is no fun without the shivers down your spine, and beyond :-D
Cheerioz los amigos ..!!
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Saturday, December 03, 2011
The Return ...
Hi guys.
I disappeared from the blog world, when my AdSense gave up on me. But I have now returned to blogging, because life is full of thrills and adventure, and it's always wonderful to share it with the world.
I have traveled a long journey in these past 2 years, jumping from ship to ship. And it has been amazing, the people I have met, the places I have been to, it was all surreal. Fallen in and out of love. Yet, one thing I regret is, that I never shared my adventures.
About time, I start writing again.
It's good to be back. C'est la vie ...!!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Looking Back!!
I look back at how my life has turned out to be, from the early days of my childhood, skinned knees and heavy laughter, to a matured state of mind, broken heart, and a reaching end.
Things have not been pretty over the past few years. Stress, stress and more stress. Sometimes I wonder if the aging could just have been restricted to a mere 20 years, now that would be something I would definitely look forward to. But alas, if only our wishes came true that easily.
Its not been easy growing up, with education and family ties to pay attention to. Its hard to remember a time, when I could just chill out and relax through out the day, its hazy but I think there were those times as well. But its still hard.
Time flies, and we waste half our lives pretending. Pretending to be doing something important, pretending to be someone we're not, and pretending to be in love with this life. We're not. We think that we love this life, but at some point in life, we find ourselves hoping to just die, praying, wishing, but that never happens either. There's the right time for that, and when it happens, we might not even realize how fast it hit us.
The tide changes, our mind changes, our feelings change. We change. Imagine being in love with someone, then all of a sudden they do something, that you start feeling the distance, despite a certain feeling of rush in your heart that you think you still love them, but you don't. You resist, coming to a stand still, pushing them away, hurting them, getting hurt yourself. And in an instant, its over. I bet you thought you were in love, no you weren't silly. You only thought that you were.
I have seen many changes, in my life, within me. When I look back, I see people that I have loved, cared for, their going away, running far away from me. All within an instant. The prophecies of love, all ending in lies. I lie, you lie, we all lie. Why? To keep someone close to us? To take advantage of them? Why? May be only because we're never certain of our security, or may be we just want to keep the status quo.
Hope, hope is all we can hold on to, as the people go away, their hearts wither away. Melting with the changing weather, the changing times, with new people coming into our lives, their lives. Someone they now think they love more than you. Again, just a myth, no true love. A lie, we pretend that is true. Yes, its all true. The lie is true. But don't confuse it as being the truth, because its really not.
What does this make of life then? Is this life only but a lie then? I would think so. Or may be its just a dream, that one day we would wake up, and realize that we never existed in this world. That there is a higher world, that we would eventually end up in, where we would only be, but happy. Or, we could wake up to a complete disappointment.
But one thing is for sure, one day we will find out, where we stand, where we will end up, and if there is ever going to be any truth for us. We wait, I wait, for the time to end, all the answers to show.
Things have not been pretty over the past few years. Stress, stress and more stress. Sometimes I wonder if the aging could just have been restricted to a mere 20 years, now that would be something I would definitely look forward to. But alas, if only our wishes came true that easily.
Its not been easy growing up, with education and family ties to pay attention to. Its hard to remember a time, when I could just chill out and relax through out the day, its hazy but I think there were those times as well. But its still hard.
Time flies, and we waste half our lives pretending. Pretending to be doing something important, pretending to be someone we're not, and pretending to be in love with this life. We're not. We think that we love this life, but at some point in life, we find ourselves hoping to just die, praying, wishing, but that never happens either. There's the right time for that, and when it happens, we might not even realize how fast it hit us.
The tide changes, our mind changes, our feelings change. We change. Imagine being in love with someone, then all of a sudden they do something, that you start feeling the distance, despite a certain feeling of rush in your heart that you think you still love them, but you don't. You resist, coming to a stand still, pushing them away, hurting them, getting hurt yourself. And in an instant, its over. I bet you thought you were in love, no you weren't silly. You only thought that you were.
I have seen many changes, in my life, within me. When I look back, I see people that I have loved, cared for, their going away, running far away from me. All within an instant. The prophecies of love, all ending in lies. I lie, you lie, we all lie. Why? To keep someone close to us? To take advantage of them? Why? May be only because we're never certain of our security, or may be we just want to keep the status quo.
Hope, hope is all we can hold on to, as the people go away, their hearts wither away. Melting with the changing weather, the changing times, with new people coming into our lives, their lives. Someone they now think they love more than you. Again, just a myth, no true love. A lie, we pretend that is true. Yes, its all true. The lie is true. But don't confuse it as being the truth, because its really not.
What does this make of life then? Is this life only but a lie then? I would think so. Or may be its just a dream, that one day we would wake up, and realize that we never existed in this world. That there is a higher world, that we would eventually end up in, where we would only be, but happy. Or, we could wake up to a complete disappointment.
But one thing is for sure, one day we will find out, where we stand, where we will end up, and if there is ever going to be any truth for us. We wait, I wait, for the time to end, all the answers to show.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
When You Feel !!!
When you feel that you've got no place
And the world has left you without a face
I will hold you, keep you warm and safe
Give you love and comfort and a lot of care
When you feel you are alone, without the Grace
When you're all broken and have no shade
I will open up my heart to you and say my prayer
I will stand beside you and I will hold you near
When you're crying and so down with tears
When you're screaming but nobody hears
I will walk with you for a million years
I will make you laugh with shiny smears
When your pain is just too much to take
When your words are not enough to make
I will take your pain and make it mine
I will speak your words when they're divine
When you feel that you just need the peace
When you feel that your life's about to seize
I will take your place and die for you
I will make your life a heaven, that's true
When you're feeling hurt and on your knees
When the world stops hearing all your pleas
I will be your strength and lift you up
I will be your voice until my heart would stop.
And the world has left you without a face
I will hold you, keep you warm and safe
Give you love and comfort and a lot of care
When you feel you are alone, without the Grace
When you're all broken and have no shade
I will open up my heart to you and say my prayer
I will stand beside you and I will hold you near
When you're crying and so down with tears
When you're screaming but nobody hears
I will walk with you for a million years
I will make you laugh with shiny smears
When your pain is just too much to take
When your words are not enough to make
I will take your pain and make it mine
I will speak your words when they're divine
When you feel that you just need the peace
When you feel that your life's about to seize
I will take your place and die for you
I will make your life a heaven, that's true
When you're feeling hurt and on your knees
When the world stops hearing all your pleas
I will be your strength and lift you up
I will be your voice until my heart would stop.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Landline Sucks!!!!
I had my previous land line abused to the maximum length of time, for I guess over a year. So, I got a new one just recently, and the lines are fiber optic too, so it totally rocks. But the internet, now that really sucks, because I am stuck with a dial up connection, until I can get myself a new DSL connection, which obviously seems to be taking ages, for me to get started with.
The dial up is so pathetic, that it takes 30 minutes for me to load a page. Its like, as if it has got a life and mind of its own. Sometimes it runs fairly fast, for a dial up that is, and other times, I have to pray that it at least runs a little faster.
Oh I really need a DSL, life is just not the same without it. Once you get used to it, dial ups seem to be like, STONE AGE tech.
I am planning to go to the telecom company today, and ask them, rather beg them to please hook me up with the DSL connection. So, let's hope they heed my urgency, and help me out there.
Cheers folks!! =]
The dial up is so pathetic, that it takes 30 minutes for me to load a page. Its like, as if it has got a life and mind of its own. Sometimes it runs fairly fast, for a dial up that is, and other times, I have to pray that it at least runs a little faster.
Oh I really need a DSL, life is just not the same without it. Once you get used to it, dial ups seem to be like, STONE AGE tech.
I am planning to go to the telecom company today, and ask them, rather beg them to please hook me up with the DSL connection. So, let's hope they heed my urgency, and help me out there.
Cheers folks!! =]
Friday, November 14, 2008
Heaven!!!
Heaven is a place, where I would want to be
Heaven is the place, where my life's meant to be
Heaven is the door, if only I could open it
Heaven is a myth, if only I could fit in it
Heaven is the heart, of every martyred soul
Heaven is the will, of everyone young and old
Heaven is the strength, for me to love you more
Heaven is the light, that brings me to the shore
Heaven is a dream, that everyone wishes for
Heaven is the rain, watch it as it pours
Heaven is the unity, on which nations are born
Heaven is the chain, never will it be torned
Come now all, and raise our hands
To pray for a place, in the heavenly lands
Heaven is the place, where my life's meant to be
Heaven is the door, if only I could open it
Heaven is a myth, if only I could fit in it
Heaven is the heart, of every martyred soul
Heaven is the will, of everyone young and old
Heaven is the strength, for me to love you more
Heaven is the light, that brings me to the shore
Heaven is a dream, that everyone wishes for
Heaven is the rain, watch it as it pours
Heaven is the unity, on which nations are born
Heaven is the chain, never will it be torned
Come now all, and raise our hands
To pray for a place, in the heavenly lands
Heaven Sent Demons!!!
I found a blog, that has got some really cool wallpapers, and graphics. I am well, a sort of a wallpaper collector, and this blog has most certainlt got the best to its collection. I also want to share the link to this blog, so do visit it as well.
Now go check it out:
http://palgraphicsarea.blogspot.com
Now go check it out:
http://palgraphicsarea.blogspot.com
Thursday, November 13, 2008
The Disbalanced Life!!!
Here is the 2nd of the poems, and personally, I love this one too much.
The Disbalanced Life!!!
One day we would fall, one day we would die.
One day it will all end, no matter how hard we try.
We may forget, life's forgotten mysteries.
It's a wonder, they're remarkable histories.
To this world we come, from birth till end.
We forsake our lives, and now we bend.
Searching through the vast forbidden lands.
To get to you, and hold your hands.
Your dream is gone, and now you're awaken.
My soul you shattered, and left it shaken.
Bitter days, and bitter nights.
Lustful thoughts, of you he hides.
Running away from my fateful demise.
I saw right through you, and your disguise.
Promises made and promises broken.
We were never meant to be chosen.
The life we have, it's all a blessing.
How God has made, it's a perfect setting.
The time is here, the time is now.
It's running away, too fast somehow.
Time has come now, for me to go.
To sky above, or the earth below.
I leave my burden, all to you.
Don't throw away, what we had was true.
Keep my memories, my life, my love.
You're in my heart, forever my dove.
The Disbalanced Life!!!
One day we would fall, one day we would die.
One day it will all end, no matter how hard we try.
We may forget, life's forgotten mysteries.
It's a wonder, they're remarkable histories.
To this world we come, from birth till end.
We forsake our lives, and now we bend.
Searching through the vast forbidden lands.
To get to you, and hold your hands.
Your dream is gone, and now you're awaken.
My soul you shattered, and left it shaken.
Bitter days, and bitter nights.
Lustful thoughts, of you he hides.
Running away from my fateful demise.
I saw right through you, and your disguise.
Promises made and promises broken.
We were never meant to be chosen.
The life we have, it's all a blessing.
How God has made, it's a perfect setting.
The time is here, the time is now.
It's running away, too fast somehow.
Time has come now, for me to go.
To sky above, or the earth below.
I leave my burden, all to you.
Don't throw away, what we had was true.
Keep my memories, my life, my love.
You're in my heart, forever my dove.
If We Remain!!!
I have recently written 2 poems, and I have been wanting to post them here, but I haven't been getting the time to do so. So, now I have taken some time out to update my blog also, which probably has been abandoned by me for ages, lol.
I hope that you like it.
If We Remain!!!
I wish upon a star, hoping for a better day,
I look upon your face, for a smiling way,
My eyes seem to glitter, every time you say my name,
I long for the day, if we remain just the same.
Your eyes are deeper than the sea, your heart is pure and sweet,
Your breath is sweet like honey, my heart swells with glee,
Your touch seems like heaven, and my skin feels the breeze,
Though you may have gone, if we remain best friends.
Wishing you were here, my heart scorns for past lovely days,
I remember each kiss, and those wonderful romantic Mays,
I dream for the gone times, when we used to love unafraid,
My heart is still broken, if only we could remain true lovers.
I miss the great passion, the one I had once with you,
I miss the sweet fragrance, I felt when I was with you,
I can not turn the hands of time, and now I may have lost you,
My journey may become easier, if we remain hand in hand.
I hope that you like it.
If We Remain!!!
I wish upon a star, hoping for a better day,
I look upon your face, for a smiling way,
My eyes seem to glitter, every time you say my name,
I long for the day, if we remain just the same.
Your eyes are deeper than the sea, your heart is pure and sweet,
Your breath is sweet like honey, my heart swells with glee,
Your touch seems like heaven, and my skin feels the breeze,
Though you may have gone, if we remain best friends.
Wishing you were here, my heart scorns for past lovely days,
I remember each kiss, and those wonderful romantic Mays,
I dream for the gone times, when we used to love unafraid,
My heart is still broken, if only we could remain true lovers.
I miss the great passion, the one I had once with you,
I miss the sweet fragrance, I felt when I was with you,
I can not turn the hands of time, and now I may have lost you,
My journey may become easier, if we remain hand in hand.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Inspiration!!!
Ive just finished writing my very first poetic scripture, n I just wanted to share it with my frienz, that mean everything to me, n they are my life..... they are the onez that truly inspire me... so herez how it goes...................
"Inspiration comes from the heart,
Inspiration comes from within,
Inspiration has no name,
Inspiration lacks no shame.
It is the words untold,
It is the future foretold,
It is the beauty in dark,
Where the shadows break you apart.
It gives us the courage to be strong,
So that we may never go wrong,
It leaves the scars of the faith,
Just a little glimpse of His Grace.
Telling lies that are so sweet,
That even our eyes can not meet,
That which your heart can not see,
Is just a part left of me.
Let this be a burden upon your sin,
Cos' you may need it in order to win........"
Cheerz!!!
"Inspiration comes from the heart,
Inspiration comes from within,
Inspiration has no name,
Inspiration lacks no shame.
It is the words untold,
It is the future foretold,
It is the beauty in dark,
Where the shadows break you apart.
It gives us the courage to be strong,
So that we may never go wrong,
It leaves the scars of the faith,
Just a little glimpse of His Grace.
Telling lies that are so sweet,
That even our eyes can not meet,
That which your heart can not see,
Is just a part left of me.
Let this be a burden upon your sin,
Cos' you may need it in order to win........"
Cheerz!!!
Emptiness!!!
I believe that there are timez when we feel all alone, n there iz no one to be wid us, comfort us.. these are the timez when we probably need solitude.. itz a remarkable feeling i tell u, for it helps me to think clearer.. i can be the one wid my heart n mind.. these are the timez when i feel like lying on the ground, under the bright light ov the moon n the shiny starz, n just thinking about the beauty that lies in everythng.. looking at the starz fills me up wid joy.. i no longer feel empty.. itz like, the world just goes away, n im in thiz whole new world, where i am the only one.. i am my master, i am my friend n my family..
But we all need some one beside us.. thatz where the emptiness strikes the hardest.. we need God, we need frienz, but above all, we need love.. thiz may sound crazy, but arent we all looking for that love.. some thing that iz completely surreal, n hard to believe.. something that we tend to fight for, something we want to hold on forever.. or some one.. we need the love.. n we cant resist that feeling.. we might even feel like breaking down n cry.. cry so that we may feel the pain, the emptiness.. coz widout it, lez face it, life just aint the same..
Maybe, itz just a thought, or an idea even, but love fills all emptiness n yet it creates a whole lot more ov it.. it involves emotionz n not lust or temptation.. emotionz are sacred, but lust iz a sin.. iz there any way that the 2 can be complemented.. maybe not.. but oh wait, there might be a way.. but i guess we wud never know unless we give in..
On a closing note, i must add that emptiness is just the torment we create for ourselvez.. we keep getting ourselvez trapped inside that web, the web created by our own selves, completely oblivious ov it n yet we feel it... we shud open up our heartz to those that truly deserve our attention, maybe eliminating some one else's emptiness iz the key to our own freedom... seclusion.........
Cheerzz!!
But we all need some one beside us.. thatz where the emptiness strikes the hardest.. we need God, we need frienz, but above all, we need love.. thiz may sound crazy, but arent we all looking for that love.. some thing that iz completely surreal, n hard to believe.. something that we tend to fight for, something we want to hold on forever.. or some one.. we need the love.. n we cant resist that feeling.. we might even feel like breaking down n cry.. cry so that we may feel the pain, the emptiness.. coz widout it, lez face it, life just aint the same..
Maybe, itz just a thought, or an idea even, but love fills all emptiness n yet it creates a whole lot more ov it.. it involves emotionz n not lust or temptation.. emotionz are sacred, but lust iz a sin.. iz there any way that the 2 can be complemented.. maybe not.. but oh wait, there might be a way.. but i guess we wud never know unless we give in..
On a closing note, i must add that emptiness is just the torment we create for ourselvez.. we keep getting ourselvez trapped inside that web, the web created by our own selves, completely oblivious ov it n yet we feel it... we shud open up our heartz to those that truly deserve our attention, maybe eliminating some one else's emptiness iz the key to our own freedom... seclusion.........
Cheerzz!!
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Hoping for a Miracle!!!
I'm lying in my bed right now, n itz around 4 a.m. here... i know it soundz crazy to be up so late, but at thiz moment, im hoping for a miracle...
The reason i feel so, right now iz bcoz ive had a wonderful life, a life widout any misfortunez that cud break a person... i had the most loving parents anyone cud wish for, the best education that many only dream for, but above all, ive had the most amazing frienz my entire life... frienz that hav stood by me at all instances... frienz that hav shown me the light whenever i wuz straying from the right path...
So i lay here, in my bed, suddenly thinking about the people that hav not been so fortunate enough, as i hav been... people, that hav had so many unfortunate events or happeningz in their lives, that i wud not even be able to list them here... n maybe i shudnt... but the fact remainz, that their pain iz far greater than anythng i wud hav even felt my whole life... i can not change anythng, or perhapz i might not even be strong enuff to make it easy for them...
But i can do one thing, n that iz to hope for a miracle... a prayer, asking God to eliminate their pain, ease their suffering, n even let me share their hurt, or to make me the one to take their place n instead, Bless them...
So, i still lay here on my bed, full ov comfort, yet i do feel, yes i feel the pain that i hav never seen... n still i hope for the miracle... the miracle that u can read this, n get touched by this note... so that you n i, we can gather courage to take the big leap, n try our best to help people that may need it...
We dont hav to do much, u dont even hav to empty ur pockets... all that iz needed to do iz, ur care... let the hurt onez knw that u care... by listening to them, by holding their handz n comforting them, by lending them a shoulder, by being their true frienz.... it all beginz wid a little faith, some courage, n a bit ov effort... n maybe, then u can knw how wonderful it truly feelz to mend a broken heart...
So, i still lay here... still hoping for that miracle... knowing deep down in my heart, that somebody might one day read thiz note, n hav the courage to take some time out for the hurtful people.... n bring at least some happiness to their lives, n feel happy ur selves, that some one out there iz smiling coz ov u....For happiness is alwayz, only one step ahead ov u... i hope for the miracle, that u take thiz one step forward....
Umair ~~ Cheerzz..... =)
The reason i feel so, right now iz bcoz ive had a wonderful life, a life widout any misfortunez that cud break a person... i had the most loving parents anyone cud wish for, the best education that many only dream for, but above all, ive had the most amazing frienz my entire life... frienz that hav stood by me at all instances... frienz that hav shown me the light whenever i wuz straying from the right path...
So i lay here, in my bed, suddenly thinking about the people that hav not been so fortunate enough, as i hav been... people, that hav had so many unfortunate events or happeningz in their lives, that i wud not even be able to list them here... n maybe i shudnt... but the fact remainz, that their pain iz far greater than anythng i wud hav even felt my whole life... i can not change anythng, or perhapz i might not even be strong enuff to make it easy for them...
But i can do one thing, n that iz to hope for a miracle... a prayer, asking God to eliminate their pain, ease their suffering, n even let me share their hurt, or to make me the one to take their place n instead, Bless them...
So, i still lay here on my bed, full ov comfort, yet i do feel, yes i feel the pain that i hav never seen... n still i hope for the miracle... the miracle that u can read this, n get touched by this note... so that you n i, we can gather courage to take the big leap, n try our best to help people that may need it...
We dont hav to do much, u dont even hav to empty ur pockets... all that iz needed to do iz, ur care... let the hurt onez knw that u care... by listening to them, by holding their handz n comforting them, by lending them a shoulder, by being their true frienz.... it all beginz wid a little faith, some courage, n a bit ov effort... n maybe, then u can knw how wonderful it truly feelz to mend a broken heart...
So, i still lay here... still hoping for that miracle... knowing deep down in my heart, that somebody might one day read thiz note, n hav the courage to take some time out for the hurtful people.... n bring at least some happiness to their lives, n feel happy ur selves, that some one out there iz smiling coz ov u....For happiness is alwayz, only one step ahead ov u... i hope for the miracle, that u take thiz one step forward....
Umair ~~ Cheerzz..... =)
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
In the Armzz ov Luv!!!
Have you ever wondered that we come across so many people of the opposite gender, and fall in love on impact... Love at first sight as some might say....
But is it really??
Iwud not like to think that.... I have come to realize that there is no such thing as love, its only how we perceive it... If that is how it wud work, then I have been in love a million times, probably even more.... But no, its definitely not like that....
I keep coming across great people, n its just either infatuation, or maybe admiration... But we only get what fate has in store for us...
But yes, after hearing all this, we can't just close the doors for love to slide in... No, we have to keep the door open, for u never know, what great people u get to know....
I don't believe in true love anymore, but I have to say, that it feels really good to have someone care about u beyond comprehension.... I may not believe that there's a perfect gal for me out there, but I know this, that knowing other people, how they feel, what philosophies they might have, that really feels good...
And for me, that is what it means when I say "Being in the arms of love"!!!
Cheerzz folks!!!!
But is it really??
Iwud not like to think that.... I have come to realize that there is no such thing as love, its only how we perceive it... If that is how it wud work, then I have been in love a million times, probably even more.... But no, its definitely not like that....
I keep coming across great people, n its just either infatuation, or maybe admiration... But we only get what fate has in store for us...
But yes, after hearing all this, we can't just close the doors for love to slide in... No, we have to keep the door open, for u never know, what great people u get to know....
I don't believe in true love anymore, but I have to say, that it feels really good to have someone care about u beyond comprehension.... I may not believe that there's a perfect gal for me out there, but I know this, that knowing other people, how they feel, what philosophies they might have, that really feels good...
And for me, that is what it means when I say "Being in the arms of love"!!!
Cheerzz folks!!!!
Friday, August 24, 2007
A Mirror Has Two Faces!!!!
I know that this was the title of a great movie, "A Mirror Has Two Faces", but right now, I feel that way.... I'm depressed n so confused.... I thought had found the one right person in my life, n yet I screwed up.... I must have done something wrong to have lost that person.... But I just can't figure that out....
I have tried talking to her, and we have become friends again, at least I can still talk to her, be with her, still carrying feelings for her, as strong as ever.... Maybe, I know that we can never be together again, cuz I have left the big decision for my mom to make, n prolly I have moved on, but I would always have feelings for her....
And funny thing, I have actually met someone new, who loves me like I have loved my ex.... n prolly I've been so confused, n did not realize until last night, that I would be a fool to deject her love for me.... For her love reminds me of myself, n my ex prolly made the same mistake that I'm about to make.....
So, I would try everything in my power to get this thing going on.... I have to, for I would end up lonely as well.... Yes, she iz too good to be true, n too perfect for me, but I can't block my feelings like that, I have to be stronger than I've ever been....
I just hope that I don't end up betrayed n lonely again, for this would be too much for me to take....
Cheerios folks :-))
I have tried talking to her, and we have become friends again, at least I can still talk to her, be with her, still carrying feelings for her, as strong as ever.... Maybe, I know that we can never be together again, cuz I have left the big decision for my mom to make, n prolly I have moved on, but I would always have feelings for her....
And funny thing, I have actually met someone new, who loves me like I have loved my ex.... n prolly I've been so confused, n did not realize until last night, that I would be a fool to deject her love for me.... For her love reminds me of myself, n my ex prolly made the same mistake that I'm about to make.....
So, I would try everything in my power to get this thing going on.... I have to, for I would end up lonely as well.... Yes, she iz too good to be true, n too perfect for me, but I can't block my feelings like that, I have to be stronger than I've ever been....
I just hope that I don't end up betrayed n lonely again, for this would be too much for me to take....
Cheerios folks :-))
Vertical Horizon - Give You Back!!!
I need to know if you were real
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
I wanna give you back
I wanna give you back
Somewhere out of here
I wanna give you
I wanna give you
I wanna give you back
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything
I wanted And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
I wanna give you back
I wanna give you back
Somewhere out of here
I wanna give you
I wanna give you
I wanna give you back
That's enough Just talking about it
I don't mind I don't mind, no
I Laugh enough
Just dreaming about it
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
I wanna give you back
I wanna give you back
Somewhere out of here
I wanna give you
I wanna give you
I wanna give you back
Somewhere out of here...
You gotta get one out of here
Get on out of here
Get on out of here
Get on out of...
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
I wanna give you back
I wanna give you back
Somewhere out of here
I wanna give you
I wanna give you
I wanna give you back
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything
I wanted And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
I wanna give you back
I wanna give you back
Somewhere out of here
I wanna give you
I wanna give you
I wanna give you back
That's enough Just talking about it
I don't mind I don't mind, no
I Laugh enough
Just dreaming about it
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
I wanna give you back
I wanna give you back
Somewhere out of here
I wanna give you
I wanna give you
I wanna give you back
Somewhere out of here...
You gotta get one out of here
Get on out of here
Get on out of here
Get on out of...
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Free Fallin'!!!
Wow!!!
Finally done with my BBA, and now MBA.... so my student days are over...
I'm heading in a new direction now, in a more practical life.... got to get a job, n a gal to support my dreams.... all my life, been running away from galz... but not anymore....
Anyhow, the paperz went kool.... i just hope that i get my CGPA to just a bit over 3.00, my life dependz on it....
Well, now i feel like partying again.... made plans for tomorrow....
I've also written a few short stories... wud post 'em here, but my short stories ain't that short, so i'll think about it...
In the meanwhile, enjoy some music folks, and now i'll try to keep u updated...
Cheers folks :-)
Finally done with my BBA, and now MBA.... so my student days are over...
I'm heading in a new direction now, in a more practical life.... got to get a job, n a gal to support my dreams.... all my life, been running away from galz... but not anymore....
Anyhow, the paperz went kool.... i just hope that i get my CGPA to just a bit over 3.00, my life dependz on it....
Well, now i feel like partying again.... made plans for tomorrow....
I've also written a few short stories... wud post 'em here, but my short stories ain't that short, so i'll think about it...
In the meanwhile, enjoy some music folks, and now i'll try to keep u updated...
Cheers folks :-)
Friday, June 08, 2007
Dead Letters!!!
I just got a flash back of the time when my dad was really sick.... I just can not get that day out of my mind when he stopped breathing....
It's been 4 hard years for me, n I still can't believe he is no more... It feels like he has gone out for a walk, n he would be coming back any minute now... but that is not happening, I know that....
My dad has been the greatest inspiration to me, n his love for me has so far been unmatched.... I'm missing him too much now, n just can't stop crying...
I hope he's watching me right now, for I'm about to finish my MBA... I wonder if he is proud of me, maybe I would never know... But I will always hope so...
Cheers folksss....
It's been 4 hard years for me, n I still can't believe he is no more... It feels like he has gone out for a walk, n he would be coming back any minute now... but that is not happening, I know that....
My dad has been the greatest inspiration to me, n his love for me has so far been unmatched.... I'm missing him too much now, n just can't stop crying...
I hope he's watching me right now, for I'm about to finish my MBA... I wonder if he is proud of me, maybe I would never know... But I will always hope so...
Cheers folksss....
Sunday, May 27, 2007
What a feeling!!!
I have nothing to do, and getting so bored....
Although, i have got tonnes of reports to work on... just finished working on the thesis, and now ive got 5 more reports to work on...
i just hope i manage everything within 10 hours, or else, im a dead man...
Although, i have got tonnes of reports to work on... just finished working on the thesis, and now ive got 5 more reports to work on...
i just hope i manage everything within 10 hours, or else, im a dead man...
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