Happily Ever After...!

You know I had stopped writing for a while, because I was dwelling in self pity. But something incredible happened recently and I've found my old life back. I've suddenly had the urge to start writing again. And it's a great feeling I tell you.

Every life is a fairy tale. I mean, who am I kidding. I thought fairy tales never happen. You don't always get what you dream. Well hate to burst your bubbles, because it only gets better. We all have our fairy tales in the making. Some times we have to face the evil, fight the evil witch just to get to the happy ending. But we eventually get there in the end.

Some times the prince or the princess are right in front of us and we are too blinded by the witch's spell that we don't see them. But they're there. One special moment and it all changes.

I know it sounds weird, but that special moment does come along. And it's all there is to it that completely changes your life. It's not about getting who you want, rather its that special moment when all you see is the smile on that person's face, even if its for someone else. The smile, oh that smile that just fills you up with joy. The moment, all it takes is that moment to take your breath away. The eyes, the glitter in those eyes that makes you want to jump up and down. It's that smile that tells you that they're happy. And you forget that you ever needed them and all you want is to see them smile and be happy. And you realize that this is the moment that takes your breath away.

So my friends, you've either just begun your journey, be patient. Or you're in the middle of the fairy tale fighting the evil witch just to get to that happy ending. Or you've found your happily ever after. In the end, you do find your happy ending, your happily ever after.

Well, unless you're the evil witch yourself, then you don't get the happy ending, cuz witches always lose haha. So be a prince or the princess instead, you choose, and find your happy ending. Look around you, your perfect one might just be right in front of you.

Cheers ...!

Return of the MacDreamy..!

Hello People.!

Well I remember saying that I shall not be blogging anymore. But I've had a change of heart. I've been in my hibernation for the last 5 years and was living in self pity. Guess what? I just woke up from my ignorance after these long 5 years. And I have returned to being who I was.

It's been a long journey over these past 5 years but it has been worth while because I learned a great lesson from this. While I dwell in self pity, I'm useless, I'm broke and broken, I'm vulnerable to everything around me. But not anymore, I have opened my eyes and just one day changed it all. I stopped taking care of myself and I stopped believing in myself, but that was never me. I used to be so strong willed that nothing got in my way. I've missed that person that I used to be.

It's been a wonderful journey. Nobody said that the road to rediscovery would be easy, but it sure is great when you get there. I don't have many readers to my blog, but when I'll look at this post again after 5 years, I will know that I didn't give up, because the moment you decide to give up is the moment right before a miracle is about to happen. So, I'm not giving up. In fact, I will keep moving on and moving forward.

The beast has awoken. Hahaha :-P

The End

Hi guys...
I know I haven't been blogging much lately, it is partly because I've been really busy with life and work that I hardly get time for myself. Well, it's not a popular blog, but it contains my memories, my most precious memories, and that's why this blog is my escape from the reality, into the memories of the time I would never forget.
There were times when I was a fighter, always coming out of difficult situations a victor. Unlike how I am now. Just when I thought I was returning to my old self, I get a revelation, no, not those spiritual mumbo jumbo, hocus pocus, rubbish, but rather the truth about myself. I didn't realize up until now, that I had lost my heart to someone very special. I never got it back, no wonder when it was time for me to give it to someone new, I just couldn't find it.
But I'm glad it's like that. I know that this person would never get to read this post, perhaps that is why I'm writing this here, so that even when I'm long gone, someone would learn a lesson from this post.

Who was Umair? He was the guy who would sacrifice his own self for the happiness of others, who would do anything in his capacity to make others happy. He failed once to do so, and lost his own life that way. But he did learn and would not make the same mistake twice.

To whom this concerns. I would do everything in my power to keep happiness in your family, even if I don't get to spend it with you. You shall always be my priority in my prayers and always my great love.

I wish you the greatest of happiness and a truly blessed life. I pray that you may never come to harm, and that no gloom ever approaches you. Amen...!

Moose !

You know some famous guy once said “To travel is better than to arrive.” And I was like, “what?!” Because I used to think there was only one path to get to where you want to be in life. But if you choose that one path, it doesn’t mean that you have to abandon all the other ones. I realize that it is actually what happens along the way that counts; the stumbles, the falls and the friendships... It’s the journey, not the destination. You just got to, I guess, trust that the people and the future will work itself out like it’s supposed to.

No Surprises !!

Holla peeps ..!!
Lately I have been terribly caught up with work that my weekends just aren't what they used to be back in the day. I hardly get to hang out with my family, or make any big plans with my awesome lot of friends. But I'm gonna break the chains now and gonna go wild.

We (obviously me and my wild friends) have made plans to go skinny dipping at the sea side, and having high hopes that the water would be freezing cold. There is no fun without the shivers down your spine, and beyond :-D

Cheerioz los amigos ..!!

The Return ...

Hi guys.

I disappeared from the blog world, when my AdSense gave up on me. But I have now returned to blogging, because life is full of thrills and adventure, and it's always wonderful to share it with the world.

I have traveled a long journey in these past 2 years, jumping from ship to ship. And it has been amazing, the people I have met, the places I have been to, it was all surreal. Fallen in and out of love. Yet, one thing I regret is, that I never shared my adventures.

About time, I start writing again.

It's good to be back. C'est la vie ...!!

Looking Back!!

I look back at how my life has turned out to be, from the early days of my childhood, skinned knees and heavy laughter, to a matured state of mind, broken heart, and a reaching end.

Things have not been pretty over the past few years. Stress, stress and more stress. Sometimes I wonder if the aging could just have been restricted to a mere 20 years, now that would be something I would definitely look forward to. But alas, if only our wishes came true that easily.

Its not been easy growing up, with education and family ties to pay attention to. Its hard to remember a time, when I could just chill out and relax through out the day, its hazy but I think there were those times as well. But its still hard.

Time flies, and we waste half our lives pretending. Pretending to be doing something important, pretending to be someone we're not, and pretending to be in love with this life. We're not. We think that we love this life, but at some point in life, we find ourselves hoping to just die, praying, wishing, but that never happens either. There's the right time for that, and when it happens, we might not even realize how fast it hit us.

The tide changes, our mind changes, our feelings change. We change. Imagine being in love with someone, then all of a sudden they do something, that you start feeling the distance, despite a certain feeling of rush in your heart that you think you still love them, but you don't. You resist, coming to a stand still, pushing them away, hurting them, getting hurt yourself. And in an instant, its over. I bet you thought you were in love, no you weren't silly. You only thought that you were.

I have seen many changes, in my life, within me. When I look back, I see people that I have loved, cared for, their going away, running far away from me. All within an instant. The prophecies of love, all ending in lies. I lie, you lie, we all lie. Why? To keep someone close to us? To take advantage of them? Why? May be only because we're never certain of our security, or may be we just want to keep the status quo.

Hope, hope is all we can hold on to, as the people go away, their hearts wither away. Melting with the changing weather, the changing times, with new people coming into our lives, their lives. Someone they now think they love more than you. Again, just a myth, no true love. A lie, we pretend that is true. Yes, its all true. The lie is true. But don't confuse it as being the truth, because its really not.

What does this make of life then? Is this life only but a lie then? I would think so. Or may be its just a dream, that one day we would wake up, and realize that we never existed in this world. That there is a higher world, that we would eventually end up in, where we would only be, but happy. Or, we could wake up to a complete disappointment.

But one thing is for sure, one day we will find out, where we stand, where we will end up, and if there is ever going to be any truth for us. We wait, I wait, for the time to end, all the answers to show.